some serious catching up on thursday was good. went swimming in the morning with a wimp and a lazy boy complaining cold the whole time. (--") quite fun la. had our $1.50 chicken rice after that. i miss those times. hmmm.

went town to meet SC and shop around for his xmas cum bday pressie and the girls' pressies too. and i feel damn broke now. ahhh. it was nice seeing her again. :) sucha sweet girl to roam around for presents, which is damn tiring for me. haha.

den met up with shawn, adeline and zh in town again.. went looking for adeline's bro's present. seems like the whole world is looking for presents. haha. ended up in kfc eating chicken and reminisce on those times. those jurong west times when everyone was so closely bonded. when we had so much fun fellowshipping every week. oh wells. and we discussed some interesting facts abt him. haha. IF i see that white polo or GREY OBS polo again, i'm either going tear it up or burn the rest of the clothes that i bought for u. ROAR.

it's still the same God, different environment. different people. and it makes sucha great difference. why? i guess we are all peoples people. have been keeping this to myself, but each time i go back, i can feel weird looks. like, "oh there she comes again." prolly cuz i come and go all the time. which is very irritating for me too. it has been so annoying that i'm not sure if i wanna go back anymore. sorry God, but i'm lost now. lost my sense my direction. lost the sense of belonging. lost the warmth and comfort. lost the consoling touch. i'm sorry, but i love You. it hurts, but i donno what to do anymore.